A promise to myself.

I don't know what's going on with me. I've been skipping way too much and it's been affecting my grades, I realized school is way more important then friends because these friends wont give me a future, school will and I need to start focusing more and get my grades up in all my classes and make sacrifices because this is my time to do good in school. I need to stop having distractions like Facebook, Twitter , my Blackberry :( it needs to go. I need to do this. I promise to myself till the end of the year to focus on  me and my study's and what I really need to do. No more SKIPPING.

Hmm.

 So, you can pay $92,735,012 on a commercial for starving kids, but you can't feed them?

Honestly just think about it. It makes me so mad instead of paying that much for a commercial pay for food to feed the starving kids and family and help the kids who are taking care of the family because they loss a parent. With that much money they could feed the hole contenent and it upsets me so much that they do things like that. To be really honest no one cares about the commercials when they see it they just switch it some do. It honestly upsets me so much when I found out the price on how much they pay for a commercial my mouth drop. I think if people did something about this and made a difference that $92,735,012 would go to the kids instead to the commercial THAT DOES NOTHING FOR THEM.

I what I have learnt from this is enjoy what you have in life because as you can see other kids don't have anything not even a grain a food. Appreciate everything you have and don't take things for granted.

Scholarship;

Well I dint get the scholarship and to be quite honest I’m fine with it because ME myself I know that I was a winner, I put so much time and work into it and the fact that I don’t give up and cry about not winning  show’s that I’m maturing and understanding the concept about life, you’re not going to get everything you want even if you work hard for it but that doesn’t mean you need to give up it just means try harder and put your head up high and stand tall and try again, because when one door closes another one opens and then you go for it! But I will admit it’s a bit upsetting but hey what can I do? It’s part of life right. You just have to accept it and move on.  On the plus side I got a kick ass essay written and now I know how to write a good essay.  Also I actually worked hard on something I wanted to do! And no procrastinate! And I want to thank Mr. David and Mme. Cassidy for helping me through this and giving me the courage that I needed so thank you! 

Being grounded;

I honestly hate being grounded, it sucks for the past week I was grounded from EVERYTHING, going outside, internet, having friends over, the television. It sucked so much I don’t think I could ever be so bored in my life. As my parents say you don’t want to do the time then don’t do the crime simple as that, but when you’re a kid or a teenager it just goes through one ear and out the other honestly.

I’ll admit sometimes I like being grounded because if I have important projects to do and homework instead of being distracted by other things I can concentrate on my homework and projects J but then again who wants to do homework all the time? Not me! Ha-ha. Now I know not to do anything to get myself grounded again! I need to go out! I hate being stuck inside a house with nothing to do... I could go crazy.

I have learnt my lesson not to get grounded and to do what my parents ask because I’m the type of person who doesn’t like to do the time! So now I will listen to my parents and do what they ask me to do instead of ignoring the fact that there just showing me or teaching me something important in life and they do it because they care and not because there out to get me.